The phrase I lately like the most is "I don't have to...______, I get to ______."
Kind of like the gift is the present, but not nearly as cheesy.
The phrase I lately like the most is "I don't have to...______, I get to ______."
Kind of like the gift is the present, but not nearly as cheesy.
I have long wanted to do a series called "Ripped from the Notebook" with writings well, ripped from my old notebooks. This one is kind of stunning with some neat imagery...
it was a police officer standing on the cement, his
shadow drawing a think black line in the heat
For what on earth are these times, our men, yet to be born
born jumping through hoops from their mother's wombs
to the moment in which all men are free
the moment which
the blind horse jumps from the rafters
into the reflecting pool
three stories below
where women are waiting
with outstretched hands
waiting for a wetter god.
Standing there in pajamas, she left me
much sooner than she should have
as I feel the earth like a horse
heavy and crumpled
and unable to lift myself up
they had to harness me
and carry me over the city like a hot air balloon
You know, I am not going to press this into your forehead like a stamp
the cool black letters going in and down as the stamp firmly
finalizes
the identification of you
as you.
I will not spin you to the mirror, hair dresser style
to see the final version
after society has had its way with you
taking off your dread locks
and replacing them
with nice gold curls.
No, I will let you breathe a bit
down by the sunflowers
and the tractor moon
radishes in hand as you verify
that the garden has the fruits
of all you've planted
and if you need to weed it
well then there you go
Mother Nature has no rules
and I'd hate to think you'd get out a ruler
to deny her the only inch
she really has
of thick black dirt.
No, that black dirt could make a pretty stamp
but I won't do it
Too many witches have already been burned,
too many nooses filled with people who felt
the eyes of neighbors boring in on them like nails
this...imagined (and real?) ostracizing
based on the octagons
in the bottom of the well
We pull up human life
with our own ropes
these cords
they do not break
but crumble
in the hand
like a chunk of dirt
that is tough as a rock
then you break it down
and kick it on the sidewalk
because earth is just spinning around
and you need to go to the eye doctor
if you can't see life
from someone else's point of view.
10:54 ay em and all is well
eons of on and off have left the light switch up
it's daytime now
and she can rest.
Just one move from her
and we can see better
at night.
Long ago she used to stay down
just sitting there
because ComEd shut off the power
and we used a flashlight
hanging
from the fan.
There is no good excuse for dragging your feet
even soldiers tired from soot and earth and flour
are not crying
These missiles won't mislead you
all you have to do is shoot
Would you wind up married, to the groom residing
inside my boot?
Please release the hounds
you weigh a hundred pounds
and you are not facing this circular mirror
this globe this sun this sphere
of life this earth who has seen
a million dreams come and go
the dinosaurs underwater know
that snow melts and the South Pole slows down
the ocean I am roaming on
while you are stoned
on the phone
talking to Time
unwinding the cord
it's all we can afford.
It's all we can aim towards.
As we spin around.
I remember underwater basket weaving being discussed as a joke
about
the uselessness
of college
its grey walls and quiet shores
a barrier to real life
YET
years later I want to learn
the way a dog wants to run, leap and bound
and smell the earth.
Blacktop beauty the singular synthesis that sees through me
eyes shine like rubies the mysteries miss me
but still
move me
I have a friend he once saw a person
f
a
l
l
ING down.
And he raced to help her, even though she was very large, and the cab was pulling away
from the curb, as she was tipping.
In a cacophony of arms, she fell on top of him, on his leg, which was on the curb
and it crushed his leg
oh, he spent literally years in and out of the hospital
trying to keep his foot.
I have another friend, with wild dark messy hair, who says, "let no good deed go unpunished."
They have never met.
This writing is in response to this contest: https://vocal.media/challenges/the-fantasy-prologue
Let's take a stab at it shall we? This is the first draft.
There weren't always dragons in the valley. The words of my father rang in my ears, "as we walk through the valley of the shadow of death, we shall not falter..." but his voice trailed off. It had been such a long time since I was at church. The sunlight and the wooden pews. That was before the monsters came. They came in the windows, slowly, like tiny mice, and picked us all up and carried us away.
Currently, the mice were clinging to my clothes, about a hundred of them, their tiny teeth biting into my linen jacket and pants. The linen was made for me by the monks at the mission, they had worked for days. Before I headed out on my horse to get to the valley, they gave me about 80 mice in a canteen and told me to let them out, at just the time when I approached the valley.
The mice then went about climbing up on my clothes, each of them grabbing part with their teeth until they hung on me, like armor. That was the plan.
I stood there, next to the horse, with an armor of mice.
I thought of mice and lions. I thought about the story of the mouse getting the thorn out of the lion's paw, of some story when I was a kid. I thought of lions and lambs.
I guided the horse slowly down the hill, the mice silent and clinging.
Fernando told me they were magic mice and that when we got to the bottom of the hill, they would run and create a rainbow barrier around me while I went to steal the Dragon's heart.
We did reach the bottom, and the mice ran and encircled me in a more stunning way than I could have ever imagined, a rainbow bubble shooting up from the ground and hanging around me, a forcefield of beauty.
I came up to the sleeping dragon and tried to take his heart, but it was already taken.
"Have you ever seen a fan stop?"
"What?" I said, so frustrated I could spit. I stayed there listening, not because he was holding my arm, but because I had already been pulled into the magnet, the black hole of this situation. At this point I was caught in the moment, a chunk of debris in a puff of smoke, caught on camera.
The train flashed by outside, and the lights and the moving cars played shadows across his face. His icy blue eyes were wild.
I sighed.
"A fan, a fan," he said, letting go of my arm and waving his hand in quick circles. "Once it slows down to a stop, it kicks back, just a hair, the other way. That's what this is, it's just life, stopping, then kicking back just a little, it's physics somehow."
"Okay."
"Like life is all this momentum, just couldn't stop all at once, not just stop, there's still some motion left." He was looking out the window now, his voice being drowned out by the train a bit.
I set my wine down on the glass coffee table. I knew what he was talking about. I had seen the tiny hand prints that appeared on the glass moments after I cleaned it. I heard the doors slamming when there was no wind, the closet door open after I had just shut it. The towels rearranged in the bathroom, etc. etc. etc. At least the ghosts liked things color coordinated.
A bird was on the wire, so alone
that he stood out against the brick
and the wire was drooping
from his weight
and the designs on the brick behind him
looked like ancient ruins
and suddenly he dive bombed
to the electric box on the side of an adjacent building
and by that time a low rider was coming down the alley
The Mission Christo church stood on the corner
with its neon and its call to hug the world
the other church nearby
is made of redder brick
and has taller towers
but I am not sure how
Jesus competes
with the neon.
I used to say I liked to save souls and time travel
I thought I was funny, maybe clever
and someone once told me that
something is bad for my soul
as if it was bad chocolate or something
and I am not so sure anyone else
can inform me
about my soul
At any rate, looking out over the lake
with its clear blue
I think I see religion for what it is
I think I see the gypsies dancing
around a fire
I think I burned my hand
If there was a small bird
living in my heart
like a sparrow
it would explain
why it feels like the wires
are pushing down
my arteries
and sinews
stretched underneath
his tiny weight
After speaking in tongues for so long, snake pit venom mixed in with the red wine on the table with the hemlock the hems of the dresses bein...