Disappointment
It's hard to explain without being petty but I felt locked outside in the winter watching people at a warm fire I was unable to get the lock to work my key was old and out of place meanwhile people were parading down the staircase spilling wine on marble countertops and sighing as they plopped down to laugh together. I am outside anyways so I will listen carefully for the howl of the wolf. There is a little White Fang in me. Perhaps I'm just worrying about the sled dogs happy, sloppy and well fed when I need to be out running without a harness.