I hit my head against the refrigerator
like a boa constrictor wrapping me in a chill
it's not the words we use
it's the energies behind them
Calm and resolute
versus
jubilated and unrestrained
my
grime.
What is heavy? Like Coltrane heavy? No like hammer heavy. Like anvil heavy? No more like Simone. Nina? Yeah. Heavier than heavy. Think big. ...