Tuesday, December 9, 2025

White Matter

Rogers Park is covered in snow, the roads are clear

but her lawns and gardens are full of this white matter.

The ice is partially melted but the slush is collecting

right where you need to step to cross the road.

I used to walk to Indian Boundary Park

thinking of the days of old

how the Fox River and another point made a triangle on a map

and this imaginary line was where

fate was recalled

I used to walk to Albion Beach and let the waves hit my face

the wind slapped me like I was its bitch

and the lifeguards would yell to not go there

I would walk instead in a little circle

imagining myself a philosopher in Rome

under the canopy of this stone-henge-like architecture

someone built

with a gravel walking path

I then would go to the beach

and try to look content

as I sat in the hot sun with a book

Then I went swimming

in the giant waves

that picked me up

and carried me.

Watching Too Much YouTube

I slayed my finger, cut it off, just like Johnny and Amber Heard

wrote it out in blood for all to see 

the wrongs we'd done

as the crowds watched

For the hippies in Australia I had no poison left

I'd just as soon rip off my arm as give you my house

I'd reach for you but you're not there

a dream of what used to be 

lights dim,

Curtain.

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White Matter

Rogers Park is covered in snow, the roads are clear but her lawns and gardens are full of this white matter. The ice is partially melted but...